Supposed to be
I am not sure anymore
what love is supposed to be like
That nervous butterfly feeling
thinking about them constantly
wondering if it’s the same for them
all that feeling of overwhelm
Or this calming comfort
where I can be myself completely
even dance with my inner child
knowing we will be safe
no need to wonder what would be
in this reality
I am not sure about love anymore
it was never like this before
I wrote this during our last week together in Ecuador. We spend over a month together, during which I learned to trust and be vulnerable. But that didn’t mean I wasn’t still feeling lost. We went into Peru separately, cause we decided to travel alone again, but then changed our minds maybe two days later.
Read more about this confusing week.
